Sometimes like today, I just don't feel to work. Today, I stayed at home and I planned to finish another chapter of my thesis, but then I didn't feel any energy to write or to think. I just feel tired and sleepy. I don't know why, as I slept well last night and I had a very good breakfast this morning, but I don't feel any motivation. It's very bad and even this kind of feeling makes more stress for me. I want to write, but I can't. I just like to sleep. I don't feel to do some exercise or even walking and I hate myself for this kind of feelings and being so lazy. I'm just tired.....

Last week, I gave  one of my chapter to my supervisor for correction , he send it back to me very quickly at the same day and made some minor grammatical correction and he mentioned it was very well. I was so happy as it was one of the most difficult sections, but then last night I get back to print copy of my writings and I found them rubbish. I feel so down with my writings ,but I don't know why my supervisor didn't tell me or modify them ??!!! May be, he is so busy and I shouldn't expect him to correct my writings like papers. Anyway, I feel depressed as I don't like my writings! I should do something....

PS,

I just read this post afterwards, and I thought I should be very weak and miserable to write like this and complain and make excuses for myself. This should be finished. Thus, I made fresh lemonade with honey and took a couple of minerals and vitamins tables and exercised for 20 minutes with an aerobic tape, and now I feel much better. I am absolutely awake and not feeling cold. I thought about my writings too, and if my supervisor thinks they are fine, therefore they are fine. The results are much more important which I have. I will think and act positively!! I am strong ...

 

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