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I don't know what's wrong with me tonight . I feel very excited and frantic ( but I don't know for what ??) , these kind of emotionsare not usual for me & I feel so strange and weird......

A song for tonight ... ....




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Amazingly , my essay has been selected to attend in the "Third conference of Best PhD medical essays"  which will be held in Czech republic at the end of this month . It was very competitive and they choosed just 2 essays from all PhD students in our university, I wasn't sure to attend in the competition but  as my supervisiver said " Who dares wins "   I just tried my chance , although I was sure I 'll  not be selected , but they did  and I was selected as one of two students and me and another student are  going in next couple of weeks with the dean of our faculty to Hradec Králové, 

But there is a good point here is that you don't know what will be happen next in your life , when you are sorry for something which didn't happen. My supervisior , advisor and some of my other colleagues are going to Cape Town,South Africa at the same time for another conference .I loved to go and visit Cape town and also the headline of conferences were very intersting,  but  I didn't submit any paper for that conference as I went and presented in  a  similar conference  a couple of months ago ,therfore I didn't apply for this conference and  I was sorry for myself , but now I'm going to another conference ,much more important for my academic career , that's great , isn't it ???  God, Thank you  very much !

A song for today ........

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دردی هجران

Listen to this lovely song from Karmkar's group for now  , I'll write more later .....



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My favourite songs

I'm not a big fun of western musics and most of the times I'm very selective . I put some songs from my favourite English singers here and try to complete my list later.  

Kylie : Can't get you out of my head ( Lyric ) -  Listen 

- Dido : White Flag - (Lyric) - Listen

-Elton John : Blessed -( Lyric)-  Listen  

- Celin Dion : Miracle -( Lyric ) - Listen

- Nancy Sinatra : Bang Bang - ( Lyric )- Listen

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"I have benefited greatly from criticism, and at no time have I suffered a lack thereof,"

 -Winston Churchill

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دل باد از هوا خالی است
 برای باد دشمن بودن و دلبستگی
 سهل است ، پوشالی است
 من از زیبایی و زشتی چه می دانم
 نه در خشکی نه در دریا ، نمی مانم
 مرا با خشم یا نفرین
 مرا با روزگار تلخ یا شیرین
 مرا با سفره ی بیرنگ یا رنگین
 نه کاری هست
 نه بر دوشم
 ز اوقات و ز اوصاف گذشته
 رنج هستی
خواب و سرمستی
 نه آثاری نه باری هست
 و بهر بودنم ، آسودنم هر دم شعاری هست
 فضای ذهن من پک است از امروز و از فردا و از دیروز
و از هر روز
 برای من هدف پوچ است
 حیات باد در کوچ است .........

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Read here the original text of this paper in Nature   



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آخ دلم تنگه واسه خونه ......                               




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"A Picture is Worth a Thousand Words"

یکی ازجالبترین قسمتهای سایت BBC فارسی  ٬ آلبومهای عکسش هست . این دو آلبوم از زنان روستایی ایران زیباست  ٬ تعدادی عکس هم اینجا ست .....


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1. You can watch and listen to this concert of Monica Jalili in Trinity church, New York. It's very nice , I like it !

2. An advice for myself : " Don't let your mind get caught up in things that are superficial and petty. Life is too short to dwell on matters that don't have any major bearing on reality. Plant your feet deep into the earth in order to maintain a solid grounding in your beliefs. Your will may be tested in one way or another, so be prepared for this challenge. You can certainly meet it."

3. Nothing for now ......

And a lovely song for today :


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چون باد صبا در به درم
با عشق و جنون همسفرم
شمع شب بی سحرم
از خود نبود خبرم
رسوای زمانه منم  ديوانه منم....

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Deeper than the words

گل بود و به سبزه نیز آراسته شد....

-معاون تحقيقات و فناوري وزارت بهداشت عنوان كرد: لزوم افزايش 3 برابري بودجه پژوهش در متمم بودجه

-افزايش سهم پژوهش در متمم بودجه 85، دولت خلف وعده كرد (روزنامه خراسان)

A couple of days ago ,I was reading this letter and today the news about research budget of our country ? What can we say when we hear these kind of news?   I think  with this situation , lossing  of more intellectual and technical sources of our country is normal and in fact it's the most logical reaction for researchers,scientists,....We know that the brain drain is a complicated problem because it is affected by political, cultural, economic, and professional factors. It would be wrong to assume that the brain drain problem can be solved without taking care of the other problems of the society. While most developing, and even some developed, countries are faced with this problem, the reason for immigration is not the same everywhere.  The goverment should try to create a favorable intellectual, scientific, cultural and economic atmosphere in the country, so that people are encouraged to go back home and serve their country. 

And reading the news made you more confused everyday about this critical question:"To stay or Not to Stay" !!

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ای بیخبر بکوش که صاحب خبر شوی
تا راهرو نباشی کی راهبر شوی

دست از مس وجود چو مردان ره بشوی
تا کیمیای عشق بیابی و زر شوی

خواب و خورت ز مرتبه عشق دور کرد
آنگه رسی به عشق که بی خواب و خور شوی

گر نور عشق حق بدل و جانت اوفتد
بالله کز آفتاب فلك خوبتر شوی

یکدم غریق بحر خدا شو گمان مبر
کز آب هفت بحر بیک موی تر شوی

وجه خدا اگر شودت منظر نظر
زین پس شکی نماند که صاحب خبر شوی

بنیاد هستی تو چو زیر و زبر شود
در دل مدار هیچ که زیر و زبر شوی

گر در سرت هوای وصالست حافظا
باید که خاک درگه اهل هنر شوی

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من گرفتار سنگيني سکوتي هستم که گويا قبل از هر فريادي لازم است .......

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با ساربان بگوييد احوال آب چشمم
تا بر شتر نبندد محمل به روز باران
سعدی به روزگاران مهری نشسته در دل
بیرون نمی‌توان کرد الا به روزگاران

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توی این هوای ابری گرفته و سرد ٬اونم روز شنبه تعطیل اصلا حوصله اینجا نشستن و abstract نوشتن رو ندارم .  نوشتن برای تحقیقی که نتایج مثبتی رو نشون نمیده خیلی سخته ٬  ولی این دو تا نوشته امروز باید تا ۲ ساعت دیگه تموم بشه....

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انگار مدتی است که احساس می‌کنم
خاکستری تر از دو سه سال گذشته‌ام
احساس می‌کنم که کمی دیر است
دیگر نمی توانم
هر وقت خواستم
در بیست سالگی متولد شوم.... (قیصر امین پور)

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Instructions For Life

“You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.”Albert Camus

"It matters not how long we live, but how" - Bailey, Festus

1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
2. Memorise your favourite poem.
3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have, or loaf all you want.
4. When you say, "I love you," mean it.
5. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
7. Believe in love at first sight.
8. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
9. Love deeply and passionately. You may get hurt, but it's the only way to live life completely.
10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
11. Don't judge people by their relatives, or by the life they were born into.
12. Teach yourself to speak slowly but think quickly.
13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
14. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
15. Call your mother.
16. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
17. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
18. Follow the three Rs: Respect for self, Respect for others, Responsibility for all your actions.
19. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
20. When you realise you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
21. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
22. Marry a person you love to talk to. As you get older, his/her conversational skills will be even more important.
23. Spend some time alone.
24. Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values.
25. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.
26. Read more books. Television is no substitute.
27. Live a good, honourable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll be able to enjoy it a second time.
28. Trust in God but lock your car.
29. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life. Do all you can to create a tranquil, harmonious home.
30. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don't bring up the past.
31. Don't just listen to what someone is saying. Listen to why they are saying it.
32. Share your knowledge. It's a way to achieve immortality.
33. Be gentle with the earth.
34. Pray or meditate. There's immeasurable power in it.
35. Never interrupt when you are being flattered.
36. Mind your own business.
37. Don't trust anyone who doesn't close his/her eyes when you kiss.
38. Once a year, go someplace you've never been before.
39. If you make a lot of money, put it to use helping others while you are living. It is wealth's greatest satisfaction.
40. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.
41. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.
42. Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.
43. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.
44. Live with the knowledge that your character is your destiny.
45. Approach love and cooking with reckless abandon.


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سر و صدای آتش بازی میاید و همه جا اثری از این کدو تنبلهاست و  اینها نشانه نزدیک بودن  هالوین است . اینجا تاریخچه این مراسم و این شب رو میتونید بخوانید  ٬  (این شب در اصل از جشنی مذهبی پایه گرفته است که از قرن نهم بعد از میلاد مرسوم بوده و "روز تمام مقدسین" یا All Hallows Day نام داشته است. مسیحیان در این روز که مطابق با اول نوامبر است، به افتخار تمام قدیسین جشنی برپا میکنند که امروز به نام All Saints Day شهرت دارد و هالووین، شب قبل این جشن است.  یکی از آداب بسیار رایج در هالووین trick-or-treat نام دارد و بسیار شبیه به قاشق زنی  است، به این ترتیب که افراد- به خصوص کودکان - در گروه هایی کوچک به در خانه ها رفته و میگویند trick-or-treat  ٬ اینو نوشتم تا یادم باشه امسال برای بچه های همسایه چیزی آماده کنم و گرنه مثل  پارسال میشه ......)

  اینهم عکسی از مسابقات بزرگترین کدو تنبل ....


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Look at my horoscope today : "Start your day by taking a few minutes to write in a journal, mitra. This activity provides an avenue for you to communicate and to connect with your inner being. Things you need to do, ambitions, and challenges can speak out while you're writing, providing a map of directions that need to be taken. Even if starting is difficult, stick with it. The words will come if you give it a chance, and it can make your day so much easier. "   It looks right , I've just started writing some drafts for couple of papers and today I should finish them and give to my supervisior . I feel inconfidence about my writing and I wish my supervisior will like them , I should do some more changes now .

By the way, today is Eid El-Fitr and we have a lovely sunny but chilly autumn day . Eid Mubarak !!!!!

(My dearest Mum likes  an unfamous singer  , I found that clip today , I put it here to show to my mum when I'll be with her . )


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