تا دل بيدار من
شد آشناي نيمه شب
تا دل بيدار من
شد آشناي نيمه شب
خاطري چون صبح دارم از صفاي نيمه شب
در دل شب دامن دولت به دست آمد مرا
گنج گوهـر يافتــم
از گريه هاي نيمه شـب
گنج گوهر يافتم
از گريه هاي نيمه شب

امشب منم و بزم خيالم
من و دنياي ملالم
غم شيرين تو را بستايم اي زيبا
شب شورانگيز رويا
هستي شده تصويري ز رويا
عطش دل مانده بر جا

مژه بر هم بگذارم
ره رويا بسپارم
برود از تن قرارم

مي روم تا، کشور تاب، مي زنم پر، مست و بي تاب
در فضاي بي کران، مي پرم نرم و سبک، سرشار رويا

در شب خاموش من، درد هم آغوش من، برخيزد از جا

سوختم از آتش غم در تب روياي تو
سوختم از آتش غم در تب روياي تو
اي تپيده به يادت از زمان شيداي تو
جاودان باش اي غمت در قلب شب پندار من
اي فکنده در سکوتم ياد تو غوغاي تو
اي فکنده در سکوتم ياد تو غوغاي تو

افسوس ،گل اميدم تو بودي،دل تنهايم ربودي

به جدايي دل دادي
نکني از من يادي
غم خود در من نهادي
هستي، شده تصويري ز رويا
عطش دل مانده بر جا

غم اين تنها بودن
چو تبي مي سوزد تن
شب من تنهاتر از من

در نگاهم ، وانشيني ، نقش رويا آفريني
روي بال ياد تو ، مي روم تا آسمان ، آزاد و شيدا

اي شب تاريک من با غم من خو بگير آرام و تنها

با صدای زیبا و جاودان محمد نوری-بشنوید

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میگذرم .....


ره بي پاياني دارم من ٬ سر بي ساماني دارم من......

زمان عجیب سریع میگذرد و من مانده ام با کلی کار عقب مانده که باید یکی از این روزها انجام دهم

.........

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ای گرمی جان هر جا که بودی بی ما نبودی
هر جا که رفتی من با تو بودم تنها نبودی
یک سو غم او یک سو دل من در تار مویی
در این میانه دل می کشاند ما را به سویی

در این میانه دل می کشاند ما را به سویی
یک سو غم او یک سو دل من در تار مویی
در این میانه دل می کشاند ما را به سویی
ما را به سویی ما را به سویی......


   + Passenger - ۱۱:٢٦ ‎ب.ظ ; چهارشنبه ٢٦ مهر ۱۳۸٥

 

ياران ره عشق منزل ندارد   اين بحر مواج ساحل ندارد
باري كه حملش نايد ز گردون   جز ما ضعيفان حامل ندارد
چون ما نباشيم مجنون كه ليلي    غير از دل ما محمل ندارد

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هرکجا هستم باشم
آسمان مال من است
پنجره ، فکر ، هوا ،عشق، زمین مال من است
چه اهمیت دارند
گاه اگر می رویند
قارچ های غربت؟

«سهراب سپهری»

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عقل در تن، حاکم ایمان بود 

 

که ز بیمش، نفس در زندان بود 

عقل دو عقل است اول مکسبی 

 

که در آموزی، چو در مکتب صبی 

از کتاب و اوستاد و فکر و ذکر 

 

وز معانی و علوم خوب و بکر 

عقل تو افزون شود بر دیگران 

 

لیک، تو باشی ز حفظ آن گران 

عقل دیگر، بخشش یزدان بود 

 

چشمه‌ی آن، در میان جان بود 

جهد کن تا پیر عقل و دین شوی 

 

تا چو عقل کل، تو باطن بین شوی 

 

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گر چه یاران فارغند از یاد من
از من ایشان را هزاران یاد باد
مبتلا گشتم در این بند و بلا
کوشش آن حق گذاران یاد باد....

Now the days are very short and the sun rises very late and I find it very difficult to wake up in the morning . I think from next week , the time will be changed to the British winter time and hopefully , it will help in the morning !!

I bought recently this book"Next to You" by Gloria Hunniford . This is the story of one woman. But it's not just one woman's story. It’s about family. And it's a story that could belong to any one of us at any time.  It's very emotional , but  it's a beautiful too. I finished it on Monday and yesterday  , there was a evening show on TV which interviewed with Gloria about her charity about Breast cancer as this month, October is the month of Breast cancer in the UK. 

Last night there was two TV programme in BBC1, 2 about Iran .It looks that western media start their new attack to Iran .

Any more news ...?? Here is very dark now , so cloudy and rainy , winter is here !!

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   + Passenger - ۱۱:٤۳ ‎ق.ظ ; چهارشنبه ۱٩ مهر ۱۳۸٥

 

زین قدحهای صور کم باش مست
تا نگردی بت‌تراش و بت‌پرست
از قدحهای صور بگذر ما یست
باده در جامست لیک از جام نیست
(جلال الدین رومی)
به سان رود
که در نشیب دره سر به سنگ میزند،
رونده باش.
امید هیچ معجزی ز مرده نیست،
زنده باش.
"سایه"
این شعر زیبای هوشنگ ابتهاج رو قبلا تو اون صفحه دیگه نوشته بودم ٬ ولی اینجا نوشتم تا به خودم یادآوری کنم چقدر بیشتر باید کار و تلاش بکنم .....
.......

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با من اکنون چه نشستنها،خاموشیها
با تو اکنون چه فراموشی ها
چه کسی می خواهد من و تو ما نشویم، خانه اش ویران باد
من اگر ما نشوم تنهایم، تو اگر ما نشوی خویشتنی
من اگر برخیزم تو، اگر برخیزی،همه برمی خیزند
من اگر بنشینم، تو اگر بنشینی، چه کسی برخیزد....

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لعنت به این دوری و غربت و این فاصله های مجازی ...

چند وقته هر شب کابوس و  خوابهای عجیب و بی ربط میبینم و صبح که از خواب بیدار میشم اینقدر بدنم خسته است که گویی باری تا صبح بر دوشم بوده ٬  با گذشت این همه سال در غربت هنوز احساس دلتنگی و این دل نگرانیهای روزمره با من است ٬ هنوز خوبه تنها نیستم ٬....

   + Passenger - ۱۱:٠۸ ‎ق.ظ ; جمعه ۱٤ مهر ۱۳۸٥

Von Grafe technique

I think finally I understand how roatory Risley prism is working  with using Von Grafe technique for measurement phoria .

 For lateral (horizental) phoria , we should use vertical prim to dissociate  and use horizental prism to measure .  The arrow of Risely shows the base .  Therfore for a typical set up :

OD : 12 prism diopter base in (BI)   (Measurement prism)

OS : 6prism diopter base up(BU) ( dissociated prism) fixed

Move OD prism until patient sees target lin up like buttons on a shirt, and patient should instructed to watch upper , non moving image( which belongs to right eye)

and for neutralize  Base out for esophoria and Base In for exophoria .

  The same procedure for vertical phoria , use horizental for dissociate & vertical for measurement .

OD: 12 BI & OS : 6 BUp  and move OS until patient sees target lin up ,

Base up for hypophoria and base down for hyperphoria .

This video clip is useful .

I have a confusion everytime , I used Risly prism , It looks I nearly forgot all of my optometry knowledge , but for teaching to students,  I should learn and remember all the basic and essential things . It's strange I'm  teaching  this module for the third year now , but anybody didn't ask me about rotary prim and I didn't feel I need to do the test.Some tests like Fan & Block or Von Grafe  don't have much application in the real professional clinics , but they 're essential for students to learn them .

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"Hours fly
Flowers die.
New days,
New ways
Pass
by; Love stays." -Henry Van Dyke

................

Wouldn't it be better if we just let go, and let people be who they are? Then we'd be able to see them as they are -with all their beauty and goodness in which we take joy, and with all their faults which we can also see in ourselves.

Sometimes people come into your life
and you know right away that they were meant to be there,
they serve some sort of purpose,
teach you a lesson
or help figure out who you are
and who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be:
your neighbour, child, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger
who, when you lock eyes with them,
you know at that very moment that they will affect your life
in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you
and at the time they seem painful and unfair,
but in reflection you realise
that without overcoming those obstacles
you would have never realised
your potential strength, will power, or heart.

Everything happens for a reason.
Nothing happens by chance
or by means of good or bad luck.
Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity, all occur to test the limits of your soul.

Without these small tests,
whether they be events, illnesses, or relationships,
life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere,
safe and comfortable,
but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life
and the successes and downfalls you experience
create who you are,
and even the bad experiences can be learned from;
In fact, they are probably the poignant and important ones.

If someone hurts you, betrays you , or breaks your heart,
forgive them,
for they have helped you learn about trust
and the importance of being cautious
to whom you open your heart...

If someone loves you,
love them back unconditionally,
not only because they love you,
but because they are teaching you to love
and opening your heart and eyes to things
you would have never seen or felt without them.

Make every day count.
Appreciate every moment
and take from it everything that you possibly can,
for you may never  be able to experience it again...

Talk to people you have never talked to before,
and actually listen,
let yourself fall in love,
break free and set your sights high...

Hold your head up
because you have every right to.
Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself...
for if you don't believe in yourself,
no one else will believe in you either.
You can make of your life anything you wish.

Create your own life

 and then go out and live it!!!
"Live Each Day As If It Were Your Last...
Tomorrow is Not Promised"

You cannot do kindness too soon
because you never know how soon it will be too late...

 

October with those gray rainy short days is here again and this is the fifth October that I am here. I really used to here now and I feel as comfort as it was my homeland from the first. I don't have any more nostalgia as I experienced the first years, , I just had the usual homesickness for my parents and our home , might be I used , but is it good ? No more yearning just cultivating for tomorrow.

I have such a strange kind of emotions about everything which even made me confused. I will write about them one day when I senesce and see the events of today from the eye of tomorrow and see how much I was youthful and immature these days.  I will think one day, of all the thoughts I ever fought and frightened and I am sure I'll be amazed with all of my today concerns. In difficult times , I just remember my Mum , all the times when I am worry about something she is telling me : " Don't worry my darling , you will achieve everything which you wish as you did so far. You can make anything you wish of your life. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.  Learn a lesson in life each day that you live! Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday. Was it worth it?  Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. “, but why tomorrow is more important than today when it's not promised!  I really believe that sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.  I will write one day about all of these things when I know and I'll try to remember exactly how I felt today. I'll back to all places which I visited with a free mind and I'll remember all the memories and all peoples which I met oneday and I'll smile when I see my past footpath .I will cry that day when I know  how easily I missed some precious moments  carelessly just because of tomorrow. I should do something before it will be too late......

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تو درجهان غریبی، غربت چه میکنی ٬قصد کدام خسته جگر میکنی؟ مکن!

خداحافظ همین حالا، همین حالا که من تنهام..
خداحافظ به شرطی که بفهمی تر شده چشمام

خداحافظ کمی غمگین، به یاد اون همه تردید
به یاد آسمونی که منو از چشم تو می‌دید


اگه گفتم خداحافظ نه اینکه رفتنت ساده است
نه اینکه میشه باور کرد دوباره آخر جاده است

خداحافظ واسه اینکه نبندی دل به رویاها 
بدونی بی تو و با تو همینه رسم این دنیا

خداحافظ، خداحافظ همین حالا
خداحافظ ...

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I'm not tired , I'm not bored , actually I am very happy and energitic today , butsimply I like to put this poem here :

از زندگي از اين همه تكرار خسته ام
از هاي و هوي كوچه و بازار خسته ام
دلگيرم از ستاره و آزرده ام ز ماه
امشب دگر ز هر كه و هر كار خسته ام
دل خسته سوي خانه تن خسته مي كشم
آوخ ... كزين حصار دل آزار خسته ام
بيزارم از خموشي تقويم روي ميز
وز دنگ دنگ ساعت ديوار خسته ام
از او ككه گفت يار تو هستم ولي نبود
از خود كه بي شكيبم و بي يار خسته ام
تنها و دل گرفته و بيزار و بي اميد
از حال من مپرس كه بسيار خسته ام...
محمد علی بهمنی

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I love this great quote from Nelson Mandela which I read today in Anousheh Ansari's webblog .

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?

You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn’t serve the world. There’s nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you.

We are all meant to shine, as children do. We are born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us, it’s in everyone.

And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."  Nelson Mandela

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I'm wondering how to download and put a piece of music in my webblog . I love to put this song : Tango to Evora by Loreena Mc Kennit ,. It is a very beautiful peace of music, somewhat repetitive like a litany. It is a little slow for tango but one can be hypnotized by it and it has a calming, soothing effect.

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یک نیایش

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   + Passenger - ۱٢:۳٤ ‎ب.ظ ; جمعه ٧ مهر ۱۳۸٥

 

After a long night of rain , this morning the sky is so blue and sunny and everywhere is  shinny and clean. I feel so happy and fresh and I walked all the way to the hospital with listening to some uplifted music .

I think in Britain we enjoy more from sun , as this sunny days are very occasional and after  some days of bearing the gray sky , this will be a fantastic, beatiful  autumn day.

I 'm so happy as tomorrow is Saturday and hopefully I'll have some time to relax,go to gym  and do some works , also I should do a full cleaning of the house. We had a guest all the week and she is leaving tomorrow . Last weekend , Rokhi was here and we spent a good time .

Yesterday , I finished analysing the conreal parameters of Fabry patients and the results were so intersting and amazing. They are exactly the same of diabetic patients with no sign of neuropathy , although their neuropathy are similar . I should do some more works on those data and start writing .

What more ???? Back to work .....

I'll write the lyric of the song which I was listening today ,later.

   + Passenger - ۱٠:٢۱ ‎ق.ظ ; جمعه ٧ مهر ۱۳۸٥

 

جهان را بنگر سراسر
كه به رخت رخوت خواب خراب خود
از خويش بيگانه است

و ما را بنگر
بيدار
كه هوشياران غم خويشيم.
خشم آگين و پرخاشگر
از اندوه تلخ خويش پاسداري مي كنيم. 
...

و جهان را بنگر
جهان را
در رخوت معصومانه ي خوابش اش
كه از خويش چه بيگانه است !

ماه مي گذرد.
در انتهاي مدار سردش

ما مانده ايم
و
روز نمي آيد ...

احمد شاملو

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گر مرد رهی غم مخور از دوری و دیری دانی که رسیدن هنر گام زمان است...

I've just deleted my orkut account and just keep  the following notes from my account ......

"I ’m nobody, Who are you?
Are you nobody, too? !!

How dreary to be somebody!
How public, like a frog
To tell your name the livelong day
To an admiring bog! "

Emily Dickinson (1830–86)

Marie Curie :
"You cannot hope to build a better world without improving the individuals.To that end, each of us must work for our own improvement and, at the same time, share a general responsibility for all humanity, our particular duty being to aid those to whom we think we can be most useful."

Be with those who mix with God as honey blends with milk, and say,
"Anything that comes and goes,
rises and sets, is not what I love."
-RUMI

"To the Ones who really see,
The Chosen Lovers,
Love is a shattering
Eternal Light."
-RUMI

"When I come to Love, I am ashamed of all that I have ever said about Love." -Rumi

 

The most important things in my life are my family.
I live a life of self-examination and continuously strive to be a better person while enjoying diverse experiences, learning, and the pursuit of peace and happiness for myself and anybody who comes into contact with me.

"Your prayers are your light. Your devotion is your strength; Sleep is the enemy of both. Your life is the only opportunity that life can give you. If you ignore it, if you waste it, you will only turn into dust." (Rabi'a, Doorkeeper of the Heart)

 

 

 

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The only good is knowledge and the only evil is ignorance

I'm so blue in recent days , I don't know why but I feel down and unhappy, Sometimes when you are not sure about your future , and you don't know what will be happened next ,makes these kind of unpleaseant feelings ............

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